#almost healed

[mansorus]

MUD BROTHERS

[prohibition-in-curls21]

Throughout my recovery, I have reliant on others. To help me grab a glass of water, to cook, to clean, and to fetch groceries. I have a true appreciation for my friends and family whom have helped me while they had their own lives to worry about. Truly thankful.

I’ve lost my independence, especially with how I cope with alone time and loneliness. I cannot drive, I cannot go for walks, cannot really do much of anything while I lay with my leg elevated. The one regret I have from this recovery time is the amount of time I spent on a guy who just ended up using me for his own entertainment and pleasure, then just tossing me away as if I am nothing.

The feeling of being nothing has always bothered me. I do find myself battling with jealousy because I do not feel that I am good enough for anyone or any opportunity. I feel mediocre at best. I have a friend that tends to get with my male friends, and afterward even if things have ended with them, they always pay her a compliment of how she looks pretty or beautiful. I never receive a compliment like that. If I do, it’s only prior to trying seducing me. After the deed, it’s just a nonchalant friendship. The complimentary is gone. Vanished. Maybe that’s all I am. I know that is probably not true, but I just feel that I am temporary and never for longevity.

Here’s a picture of me today, post shower, in an old dress since it’s easier than shorts and a tank💋

[cato-of-blamesociety]

#LilDurk ft. #JuiceWrld x #Crosstheglobe | #bonus | #remix | snippet/teaser | #32weeksMixtape

I couldn't resist doing one more. I hope you enjoy. This really will be final addition to the piece.

Link to week32:

Link to full project:

#Almosthealed #Kingvon #Luciddreams #legendsneverdie #deathraceforlove #soundtrack #intothespiderverse #curtaincall #encore #acting #authentic #literacy #literature

[superthugxo]

🔋• LIL DURK

[nike2times]

+++dey playin monkey see monkey do whole time i’m playin ♟not⚫️

[brian4rmthe6]

Ever since we had car sex, she don’t ever wanna wear panties😏

[boatemboys]

i am in hell (blister)

[datrizzaman]

[mansorus]

Almost Healed Deluxe Otw

[kidpix-album-covers]

Lil Durk - Almost Healed (2023)

[cato-of-blamesociety]

#LilDurk ft #MorganWallen x Stand By Me | #remix | snippet/teaser 2 | #32weeksMixtape

Did you know that Lil Durk was a hooper?

#3pointshooter #handles #crossover #jackharlow #russ #youtube #youtubeshorts #basketball #dribble #drive

#cato #blamesociety #hooper

#ballislife

[holdenreviews]

All My Life - Lil Durk feat. J. Cole

[inkskinned]

he says i hate everyone except you and that is addictive and that is kind of romantic and beautiful because you're young and you're kind of a sarcastic asshole too and you don't like bad boys, per say, but you don't really like good ones either. and you like that you were the exception, it felt like winning.

except life is not a romance book, and he was kind of being honest. he doesn't learn to be nice to your friends. he only tolerates your family. you have to beg him to come with you to birthday parties, he complains the whole time. you want to go on a date but - people are often there, wherever you're going. he's just so angry. about everything, is the thing. in the romance book, doesn't he eventually soften? can't you teach him, through your own sense of whimsy and comfort?

at first - you know introverts often need smaller friend groups, and honestly, you're fine staying at home too. you like the small, tidy life you occupy. you're not going to punish him for his personality type.

except: he really does hate everyone but you. which means he doesn't get along with his therapist. which means he has no one to talk to except for you. which means you take care of him constantly, since he otherwise has no one. which means you sometimes have to apologize for him. which means he keeps you home from seeing your friends because he hates them. you're the single exception.

about a decade from this experience, you'll type into google: how to know if a relationship is codependent.

he wraps an arm around you. i hate everyone except you. these days, you're learning what he's actually confessing is i have very little practice being kind.

[astrolavas]

thinking about the... potential clawthorne woodcarving mentorship.

+ bonus cuz also thinking abt how if hunter ever met dell's palisman and got reminded of flapjack, he'd probably feel bad abt making that association cuz he knows what it's like to be seen only as someone's different version (even though the bird wouldn't mind much so lol)